tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-295740332024-03-13T21:27:22.621+00:00HaloquinCan I make pictures out of words?
Can I complete a project?
If I make my stories short, will I finish them?
It seems that the answer is yes...
(For non-story blog go here: www.haloquin.net)Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-87913920417281123362021-01-15T02:13:00.001+00:002021-01-15T02:13:33.520+00:00Scenes from a longer tale<div dir="auto">I've got a tale brewing in the cauldron of my mind and if I tuck it away in corners like I normally do then maybe I'll never share it, so it's going to leak out here.<div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">I make no promises about what is to unfold or how this may evolve, but this is a tale that is yet to be. </div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">Imagine that I've laid out a thick cloth marked with circles within circles within lines like rays. I pull staves of apple wood with rune like symbols from a small pouch and cast them over the cloth.</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">They fall in patterns that slowly resolve into visions, glimpses of the future. </div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">The future is malleable, we weave our thread across our little part of it, adding to the overall pattern. Often our choice of threads is limited, and it's hard to change the pattern entirely from halfway through a design. But sometimes we pick a thicker thread from those we're offered, one of a colour that will influence the final tapestry, with dye that bleeds over into the ones that touch it. And sometimes there are threads that change everything they touch, that shimmer and offer the chance for a new pattern entirely, if we only say yes to what is possible. </div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">The visions in the apple staves tell of one such shining thread...</div></div> Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-38648466647165612322018-06-04T09:00:00.000+01:002018-06-04T09:00:06.154+01:00Poem: Fool<b>0: Fool</b><br />
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As long as I wore the glamour<br />
I could fool myself<br />
that I would never fall.<br />
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The daydreamer's mantle<br />
protects one from being taken seriously,<br />
you know?<br />
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Some day, not long,<br />
it grows heavy with the weight<br />
of misunderstanding.<br />
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The fall is inevitable,<br />
it is only the manner of landing<br />
which is in question.<br />
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~ Autumn Equinox 2017</div>
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Tell me,<br />my dreams,<br />which of you are true?<br />Which celestial spark points North<br />and leads me to my cave,<br />my court,<br />my stage?<br />And which is the lighthouse,<br />warning of the shallows<br />where sirens live?<br />Where do the rivers<br />of sleep lead?</div>
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~ Autumn Equinox 2017</div>
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Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-68220725748580119842017-03-18T15:47:00.001+00:002017-03-18T15:47:10.000+00:00Poem: For Mari<div dir="auto">Moonlit Mari, <div dir="auto"> of the white ocean foam, </div><div dir="auto"> hoof beats riding, </div><div dir="auto"> carrying me home. </div><div dir="auto">Light in the darkness, </div><div dir="auto"> bright against night sky, </div><div dir="auto"> spinning like a Sufi, </div><div dir="auto"> as your laughter flies high. </div><div dir="auto">Moonlit Mari, </div><div dir="auto"> in the fullness of your prime, </div><div dir="auto"> blessed voice ringing, </div><div dir="auto"> through all space and time. </div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto"><br></div></div> Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-56280003446995066142012-11-01T01:27:00.001+00:002012-11-01T01:27:16.828+00:00Halloween MusingsDeep magic this time
<br>Through Samhain flames
<br>But pumpkin light
<br>Holds Glitter and games.
<br>Transforming through play,
<br>To balance dead ones named,
<br>With sparks of sugared-light.
<br>A kiss of whimsy
<br>Communities share
<br>In the spirit of wonder at play.
<br>It cracks the edges
<br>Of sophistication
<br>For Sophia herself to return
<br>Eldest Sister
<br>Youngest Soul
<br>Through laughter grows.
<br>We slip our skins
<br>Masked, bedecked
<br>In our true faces
<br>Or one to try...
<br>For a night the veil thins
<br>Between what is proper
<br>And what is allowed
<br>And the child-spirit within
<br>us can spread it's wings once more...
<br>Sent using BlackBerry® from OrangeHaloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-53258624002941891092012-10-30T07:45:00.001+00:002012-10-30T07:45:33.809+00:00The New World Floods - DraftSomewhere across the pond
<br>Two winds meet
<br>Water rises over edges
<br>Defined for so long as forever
<br>The New World floods
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<br>We worry, this side
<br>Powerless against power
<br>So vast dictating what shall be
<br>Lives upturned
<br>The New World floods
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<br>Thinking we are atop the chain
<br>The peak of nature
<br>We forget and are reminded
<br>Of Her dominion over us
<br>As the New World floods
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<br>Many places have met Ocean
<br>Within my memory
<br>Each time sending ripples
<br>Through our comfort
<br>As their world floods
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<br>How can we do other
<br>Than what we do
<br>Even seeing how fragile
<br>Solid ground is
<br>As our world floods.
<br>Sent using BlackBerry® from OrangeHaloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1086551794829326432012-10-13T10:31:00.000+01:002012-10-13T10:30:59.347+01:00SongstressSifting through journals, uncovering memories, hopes, lists of ideas that just might form a ladder to carry me from the muck I felt mired within... I find poems, songs, snippets of beauty and moments of experience stored in rhythm and rhyme. Pieces of time in shapes that tell tales of myth mixed with the mundane. When I don't write stories... I am songwriter.
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<br>How many roles do we keep hidden from ourselves? Things we do that we forget, deny, disbelieve?
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<br>What shall come of this?
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<br>Sent using BlackBerry® from OrangeHaloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-8196876103958375372010-04-17T01:12:00.004+01:002010-04-17T02:30:01.063+01:00Creation is like a sun shining from the heart...The sunlight soothes my skin, scent of a green, green land playing in the air.<br /><br />A bee bumbles past as I lay lazily, brush in hand, stroking the paper into colours.<br /><br />Words come, unbidden, as the image emerges and my pen pours ink onto the page, spelling out the words, the spell, to capture the feeling.<br /><br />How words and images reflect each other, like twins, Dionysian movement, Apolline images, dancing together.<br /><br />I am reminded of Blake, who I have often strived to follow, inspired by the seamless blend of pigment and print.<br /><br />Walkers wander past, voices loud against the hush of the slow summer which sneaks into my valley. Traffic in the distance, not so far from here, but still worlds away, does not burst the bubble of my beauty-brushed-blessed-being-of-the-moment.<br /><br />I am here, bathed in light, warming in the sun, warmed from the sun within which feeds on the fuel that is joy. Joy, like a sun in my heart, shining in the light of the sun in the sky, overflowing through my hands and onto the page.<br /><br />How can I share this moment with you?<br /><br />I breathe up, a prayer of delight, of gratitude, of beauty.<br /><br />I talk of sun and warm and light, of joy overflowing and green green grass... and still I wonder, can you feel it?<br /><br />Can you feel the heat, the flames like liquid gold, pouring out from my heart into beauty, being fed by beauty, a circle of love for the world?<br /><br />My heart opens and love pours out.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-43704846123755854542010-01-06T20:50:00.006+00:002010-01-06T21:08:59.481+00:00The Silent SmileOnce upon a time... for that is how all stories must start, although there is always something before, and so it is also how all stories must end... Once upon a time there was a maiden who lived near a deep dark forest, a maiden named Rose.<br /><br />When Rose was very small she would slip away into the forest and come home with twigs tangled in her hair and a silent smile upon her face. Her mother would ask her why she loved the forest so, and she would simply smile and shake her head.<br /><br />One day, however, a sad thing happened. Rose stopped going into the trees.<br /><br />All children grow up, and it seemed not in the least bit strange that she ceased her wandering home with twigs and leaves and moss entwined in her locks, and instead would come home with red lips and green eyeshadow.<br /><br />And so Rose grew up.<br /><br />She married, and they moved into a little cottage by the forest, next door to her parents. Sometimes, though, her beloved husband would catch her gazing sadly out of the window into the dark green leaves, but she never said why.<br /><br />One day little Rose, who was not so little now, was ironing, or washing, or cooking, or somesuch chore as adults have to do but that seem never to be finished, and she heard a voice from outside the window.<br /><br />A voice calling... singing... laughing...<br /><br />And she ran outside (and I cannot remember if the dinner burned or the washing was left undone, for it really doesn't matter today) and there, disappearing into the forest was a half-forgotten figure, a slender girl as green as grass and as naked as a newborn, with sunlit hair and the shadow of wings on her shoulders.<br /><br />And Rose, of course, followed.<br /><br />She followed the green-girl through the trees and as her feet felt the forest floor for the first time in forever, she remembered why she used to smile as a child.<br /><br />And the green-girl stopped, and turned, and smiled.<br /><br />And disappeared.<br /><br />And Rose returned to the cottage, several hours later, with twigs entwined in her unbound hair, earth between her toes, and a silent smile on her lips.<br /><br />And every now and again, still, though her hair is now grey and her feet less sure, she will kick off her shoes, unbind her hair, and slip into the forest to find her silent smile.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-68850637853255242312009-04-16T17:49:00.001+01:002009-04-16T17:51:55.549+01:00CourseworkBrain whirs, click clicking like clockwork turned crazy.<br /><br />Fingers find passages in the words whirling round and round and round, crafting thoughts into things that make sense, albeit only to the head that tipped them out, they fear.<br /><br />Restless, the body breathes deeply. It feels like this is forever, for always and eternity. The body always only knows Now.<br /><br />Meanwhile the Mind wrestles with itself, like untamed horse and whispering-rider both, the Mind both knows what must be done and longs to wander free.<br /><br />The art of essay writing involves every part of the Self, even the distant dove, immanent and divine, watches patiently, singing; this too will pass... and the mind and body calm, lulled by the song of spirit, this is now, and there will be another now, and another. Lets live this now, craft this piece, and pass on, beyond, from moment to delicious moment, each a foundation for the next.<br /><br />Do this now, the mind promises, and we shall be free later.<br /><br />No, says Spirit softly from the stars, we are free now.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-18496530731098481912009-02-22T20:27:00.001+00:002009-02-22T20:28:35.294+00:00Story CharmerIn the back of my mind, through the forest of thoughts, I catch glimpses of the story. Its shy, but longing to be shared, and though I can't quite make out its shape occasionally, just for a moment, I catch sight of its colour.<br /><br />Warm markings full of depth and glowing orange-red flash between the deep green leaves, like a goldfish in the ocean, dark and murky.<br /><br />The story sneaks closer and I sit patiently, my pen flying across the paper while every other part of me is still. Waiting. Waiting for the story to lay itself down in the movement of ink, the flow of words across the crisp paper transforming potential into reality.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-39006409257405498202008-12-28T18:40:00.000+00:002008-12-28T18:43:32.360+00:00The DanceThe beat. Struck. Deep.<br />Rhythm. Pulsed. Through.<br />Bodies. Dripped. Danced.<br /><br />The sweat poured from her skin and she did not notice. It made her movements smoother, easier, removing all friction from between her and the world.<br /><br />She danced.<br /><br />Lights flashed every colour imagined since neon, a riot of manic patterns coating the room with jilted visions of seconds snapshotted from the ravers’ lives.<br /><br />The beat struck deep in her bones.<br /><br />Her arms moved of their own accord, feet dragged willingly on puppet strings of song. She did not dance, the beat danced her.<br /><br />She was the dance.<br /><br />No thoughts. No mind. No feeling but pure bliss.<br /><br />Only the dance.<br /><br />Her eyes, half open, watching the floor. The floor, moving beneath her, known only by the touch of her feet.<br /><br />She was the dance.<br /><br />Then, into her sight, came another pair of shoes.<br /><br />Feet faced feet, dancing together.<br /><br />Matched perfectly, dancing in the dance.<br /><br />The music raised their faces at the same moment and they met, recognising in each other themselves.<br /><br />They danced together.<br /><br />Time began, mirrored in each other’s eyes.<br /><br />They danced in until the lights came up, the sun rose beyond the walls.<br /><br />The danced out together, fingers entwined, along the beach where the waves began to pound.<br /><br />They danced together, no longer alone in their world, alone in the dance.<br /><br />They danced together and a new world was born between them. A world of wonder.<br /><br />They danced together.<br /><br />And the world danced too.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-32851908534949012242008-12-14T17:47:00.000+00:002017-09-17T12:11:32.314+01:00Fortune Teller DreamingI watch the rich red curtains fall gently behind my next visitor. A soft-spoken lady with a face like a mouse, sharp and shifty-eyed, she steps forward hesitantly.<br /><br />I wait, drawing the sense of the mystical around me, important, this is, for both her and for me, we wouldn’t want to ruin the performance, would we?<br /><br />She takes a sharp breath to begin stammering whichever variation on “what do I do now?” they all seem to ask, and I interrupt, my voice soft but clear.<br /><br />“Take a seat.”<br /><br />The sound rings out in the tent, but does not echo. I gaze at her as she jumps slightly and then does as I have suggested.<br /><br />I pause, waiting for the right moment.<br /><br />A moment that comes slightly later than it would in a normal conversation.<br /><br />A moment that becomes heavy with importance.<br /><br />A moment that brings itself forth from the thick, red-tinged incense smoke.<br /><br />“You have come with a question.” The moment states. I am not asking, but she nods in reply.<br /><br />“Then we shall begin.”<br /><br />The question is spoken hesitantly into the gloom and the cards turn inevitably over. They speak of people and places, of limitations she has placed upon herself, dreams she has given up. The story is old, very few come to me with a story that is vastly different, for those that follow their dreams need not ask <span style="font-style: italic;">me </span>what they are.<br /><br />Her face clouds with uncertainty, how can I know with such clarity things she barely understands about herself? It is easy, but I do not tell her this. The cards, they speak to me, they have spoken to me so long I can barely remember a time when I struggled to understand them. They open my mind to the web of dreams and destinies that entwine us all, and show me, through a raft of images, where to look for this particular story, this particular fate.<br /><br />She leaves, her dream revealed, a door recognised, a key received. I do not expect her to truly walk through it, although that is not unknown. Often it is enough for people to know that their dreams are still there.<br /><br />After she is gone I gently blow the candles out with a kiss, return my friends to their cotton cloth – a gift from a friend and more valuable than any silk recommended by a well-meaning author – and I wrap my shawl around my shoulders to leave.<br /><br />I slip out the back of my tent and walk home smiling, the cool night air coming in on the tail of the day and gracing my lungs with fresh clarity.<br /><br />As I walk I remember my dreams and sing to the slowly revealed stars, rehearsing for the gig coming that night.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-42114462879947889582008-05-01T15:38:00.002+01:002008-05-01T15:46:24.697+01:00Devils and GodsYou find yourself wrapped in shadows, unable to move.<br /><br />Transfixed, you are, by a beauty, slowly melting out of the distant darkness. The shadows clothe her, her hair sweeps the floor and is blood red, revealing and concealing her movements in turn.<br /><br />You can see a glow in her belly, as though she is made of glass and has fire burning deep within. She stalks towards you, slow, inexhorable, hypnotic.<br /><br />The fire rises through her chest and pours down, down her arms into her hands. The glow brightens and the flames lick out through her palms, forming a shape, becoming hard. Soon she grasps a double headed axe, and still she comes closer. Each sensuous step brings her closer.<br /><br />She is close enough now that you feel the heat radiate from her skin and she stops, her nose an inch from yours.<br /><br />"I cannot slay your demons," she whispers with a sad smile, "But I <span style="font-style: italic;">can </span>slay my own."<br /><br />She leans back, you still cannot move, and the axe begins to swing.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-7449950592019234332008-04-30T22:19:00.002+01:002008-04-30T22:21:57.843+01:00Bleeding HeartHeavy heart, full of love, overflows,<br />Tears pouring, silently.<br />Water becoming clouds, floating,<br />Bringing green life to the earth.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-45964343828771417062008-04-29T21:49:00.003+01:002008-04-29T22:00:43.488+01:00Flying, Soaring, FallingSerpent coiling round sensous curves<br />The egg breaks, releases, scales form.<br />Dancing deva, devil, god<br />Her wings spread, she flies above.<br /><br />Toes touching starlight, leaping far.<br />Round wrist, cross shoulders,<br />Whispering in her ear.<br />Spiralling divine, she hears his song.<br /><br />Coiling in her belly a serpent stirs.<br />Stretching from her heart, wings soar.<br />Serpent rises, wings connect,<br />A dragon with stars for eyes is born...<br /><br /><br />When love meets desire,<br />And understanding blossoms,<br />The most beautiful flower<br />Begins to grow.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-46205940295400090942008-04-08T16:14:00.002+01:002008-04-12T23:17:49.437+01:00Journey Through SunsetWaxed green hearts blanket the banks<br />Where ripples of light and shadow flow,<br />The green headed bird leaves an arrow in his wake<br />And my train begins again.<br /><br />Through glass I gaze upon darkening sky<br />Travelling through cacophanous colours,<br />Warm light turns water to gold against the shell<br />Of the sphere which holds my world.<br /><br />Swiftly now I move, watching the sun's final glow.<br />Darkened storm-bearers let angelic light stream through<br />To grace with life the deep, damp, darkening land<br />Until the blanket of night must fall.<br /><br />Strange how the last breath of day,<br />Before the world is dipped into rich darkness,<br />Glows with the most colours, almost as though this setting sun<br />Creates inks to be mixed into the blackened night sky.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-77232759763984844432007-11-14T20:55:00.000+00:002007-11-14T21:08:11.978+00:00A MomentStrongly moved,<br /> a shower of red patterns<br /> the river.<br /><br />Lights dimmed,<br /> a blanket lies softly over<br /> the world.<br /><br />Before,<br /> I moved in, under, through<br /> the waves.<br /><br />Today,<br /> My feet touch the ground as I move<br /> slowly home.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1171407824147563152007-02-13T22:54:00.000+00:002007-02-13T23:03:44.156+00:00A new sheetBottles of colour in hand, running down the stairs into the cold, cold snow, white like a clean sheet, a blank slate, a tabula rasa. What will these colours give rise to, give life to?<br /><br />Confronted with the freshness, momentarilly stunned. Possibilities endless. Total freedom.<br /><br />Clunk.<br /><br />The first bottle loses its lid, and with it drops the hesitation...<br /><br />Swoosh!<br /><br />Swish!<br /><br />Shooosh!<br /><br />Colours fly through the air like liquid joy, staining the snow.<br /><br />Arcs of rainbow inks pattern my world.<br /><br /><br /><br />Later I watch from the window as snowballers scoop pink snow to throw, balling it up tight and puzzling over the green and blue and orange.<br /><br />The snow melts slowly, dissolving deeper in the footprints.<br /><br />As night falls the rain follows and washes my colours away.<br /><br />And with the dawn a new sheet of snow sleets down to shower with rainbows again.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1160081929601110092006-10-05T21:56:00.000+01:002006-10-05T21:58:49.623+01:00An Angel WeptOn a crystalline world not far from here an angel wept. Perched atop a small hill as tears flowed freely into her palms, sobs wrenched from her heart in great gasps that steamed in the crisp autumn air.<br /><br />I watched my little girl from the window of our stable, she was the youngest of our children and the light of my older years. Now she seemed so far from my reach. I knew this would be a hard time for all of us, and dashed away the tears that fell from my own eyes and blurred the world into a quartz-like muddle.<br /><br />At dinner we were strangely superficial. Topics bore no relevance to the pain lying in the next room. We avoided mention of the blossoming blood that would not go away no matter how many bandages were applied. We tried not to think of life once the nurses had finished their job, once there was no more reason for them to be here. The boys talked of their day at work, Angelica barely touched her food. And for once no-one complained.<br /><br />I was with her at the end. I closed her eyes.<br /><br />The world was becoming colder. Winter came closer and the house was quiet. My little angel, withdrawn from the day, refused to go to school. And I hadn’t the heart to make her. Mathew and Peter spoke to me about it once or twice, as I recall, but I didn’t really pay attention. After that, they took her each day, and I sat, waiting for her to come home safe, never quite believing that she wasn’t also gone for always, and never quite believing her mother wouldn’t bring her home anymore.<br /><br />My whole being was empty, or perhaps filled with the waters of the Styx, dark and dreary and full of sorrow. Every day was an effort to rise and food, food no longer had any taste. I ate out of rote, but nothing more. Mathew, the eldest, eventually went back to his wife, I’m not sure when. And the house became quieter.<br /><br />Angelica took to spending much of her time wandering on the hills, by the lake.<br /><br />One stormy evening dusk fell and she hadn’t returned. This was the first moment I felt anything other than empty sorrow. Peter and I spent half the night searching for her, on the hills, through the forest. We combed the caves nearby, we swept the fields, now bereft of corn, and found no sign of her. As the moon rode high, the storm cleared and the stars turned in the sky, I circled the lake, and there, curled beneath a willow tree wrapped in her coat, my angel slept safely.<br /><br />I carried her home.<br /><br />The winter was hard for me. But it was harder on my little ones. I tried to fight for them, to stay, but the cold and damp had gotten into my lungs, my blood, and eventually the water and the winter claimed me.<br /><br />And out on the frosty, crystalline hill, an angel wept.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1158013470146492412006-09-11T23:22:00.000+01:002006-09-11T23:24:30.156+01:00The TruthCan you use logic to reveal the Truth?<br /><br />We have a history of analytical thinking over half the world.<br />Are we any closer to The Truth?<br /><br />We have many things that could logically be called true.<br />Does that make them Truth?<br /><br />And, would finding The Truth really help us?<br />Would it make us happy? Would it guide us in how to live good lives?<br /><br />How could it do that?<br /><br />Why should it do that?<br /><br />Would it matter if we found The Truth and it didn’t help us?<br /><br />What would be the point in finding The Truth if it doesn’t help us practically?<br /><br />Are all acts of logics simply solving logic puzzles… no more than games?<br /><br />What is The Truth anyway?Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1158013288663320012006-09-11T23:20:00.000+01:002006-09-11T23:21:28.663+01:00Music written just for MeMusic... Why is it we hear some music and it feels like it was written just for us? Like it speaks to us in a special way...<br />How can this songwriter from hundreds of miles away, that we’ve never met, capture our thoughts and feelings so perfectly?<br />It feels as though no-one else should feel this way, like a personal interchange between two like minds...<br />And slowly we remember that we have felt this way before... How is it that they can reach into our heart of hearts so often?<br />And the realisation dawns... Because these feelings aren’t new to us, they are felt by many people many times, and that’s how music touches us, it reminds us of what we all share, that we aren’t, as it feels, alone in our feelings...<br />Isn’t it nice to know we’re not unique in our unending attempts at emotional experiences.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1158013232880788792006-09-11T23:19:00.000+01:002006-09-11T23:20:33.070+01:00What is Philosophy; a Theory.The point of philosophy is not to find out what happens in the world, but what it means to us, what affect the events that occur have on us. Philosophy is looking for the truth, not the truth of what is, but the truth of what “what is” means. Leave science to look for what is, we shall look at what is behind the veneer of reality.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1156429038266486272006-08-24T15:10:00.000+01:002006-08-24T15:17:18.266+01:00A Kiss of SpringDeep in the grey of the winter city, a ray of sunshine falls.<br />Gently it caresses the stones of buildings long-weathered.<br /> Light brightens the faces of the people who turn, momentarily, to see if they can catch sight of an arc of colour dancing in a shower of rain.<br /> The clouds part and the rain clears and the warmth of a spring like moment graces the streets, kissing the stones with colours hidden by the shadows.<br /> A smile secretly twitches at the corner of each mouth as children giggle, splashing through the puddles.<br /> We are warmed by the sun, and the flowers grow through the cracks in the stones.Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29574033.post-1156428590566243022006-08-24T14:51:00.000+01:002006-08-24T15:09:50.656+01:00What do you walk past?Drifting down the streets in a daze of your own thoughts past the people equally insensitive to the bustle inside everyone else's head. Completely mystified and absorbed inside your brain. Brushing past the people lining the pavement, passing you one way or the other, unaware even of the fact that you are a human being.<br /> You dodge a smiling person, bedecked in charity blazoned, brightly coloured banner. Will you recognise, shaken from your continual humdrum of thoughts, that here is a person who wishes to connect with you?<br />Yes, yes, I know, they are doing a job, they will connect to ask if you wish to give.<br /> Why does this scare you? You can always say no. There is always a choice. Why do you despise them? Better that they talk you into buying something that will sit beneath your stairs for years before you chuck it away? Or that they reveal to you the wonderful works people are performing and offer you a chance to join in? Is it that you despise yourself for not choosing to take a step towards making the world a little better, for a little while?<br /> Or do you meet their eyes, share a smile, sure in your knowledge that you are in control of your choices? Do you listen knowing it is your choice, and then decide? Or do you already do something, however large or small, that helps? Do you reach out to those that need help? Do you touch, and allow yourself to be touched, by the world outside your head? Do you listen to what happens and make a choice to change?<br /> If you do, I salute you.<br />So many people walk past, afraid to listen, taught to ignore.<br />What do you walk past?<br />What do I walk past?Haloquinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14419738754806079991noreply@blogger.com0